From: Thersea

Monday, July 25, 2011, 4:33 pm [EST]

Attention: Finance Prayers

Message: Evangelist Being Shifted Terribly By The Enemy...HELP!

My name is Theresa, I'm 49 years old and I am actually an ordained licensed minister in the primary field of evangelism /outreach/ prison-jail ministry. I received my calling to the ministry in 1996, since that time I had fought ferociously and rebelled against my appointed task. I am a delivered addict and I have been in and out of the ministry since 1996. In 2008 the entire bottom fell out of my life as I had known it, my husband left me for another woman, lost my job, lost my vehicles, lost my 62 year old mother, lost my home, virtually lost my mind. Since I have lost many very close loved ones and relatives, been put our or evicted 3 times in 3 years. I am a student seeking my bachelors and about to get expelled from school and have to pay large sums of money back because I have been virtually homeless since I started school. I technically am at this moment homeless, without a car and in desperate need of employment. Since the beginning of 2011 I have tried to dedicate myself to the ministry and the enemy is attacking me from every angle. I had operated in a Jonah spirit for many years running from what the Lord repeatedly confirmed in my spirit to do, now that I have made a conscious decision to be loyal, obedient and dedicate to the ministry just when I thought that it couldn't get any worse it has. I have to leave my 3rd home in 3 years and have no clue as to where I am going to go. I haven't had a vehicle in 3 years and it has been so difficult finding employment without transportation because either I've had to live where there is no public transportation or the jobs that I qualified for were not in the route and ultimately lost those jobs for lack of transportation. I have to vacate the premises where I currently reside by Saturday July 30, 2011 or be subject to arrest.

My primary prayer request is to be effective in my ministry as well as to have a stable home, reliable transportation, a job and restoration of my marriage that I can be financially secure and retire from. If the Father would be so merciful and gracious as to give me those basic needs I can and will overcome all the rest with faith, trust and belief because I know that I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. I need a little added support and strength right now. PLEASE, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I have considered suicide more than I care to admit, but I just can't display such a blatant lack of faith. It has always been my belief that subside was like a smack in God's face, the ultimate demonstration of NO faith and probably a direct none stop passageway to hell. Which Lord knows I feel like I am already there, I sure don't want to die and go there for real. The Word says that the effective and fervent prayers of the righteous avails much. I am going to post this on absolutely every prayer request page that I can because I am so desperately in need of relief from this storm that I have been in for so very long. I do count it all joy and know that patience is being worked out in me for the perfection of my ministry, I know that this current suffering is my testimony, however I know too that God does not put more on us than we can bear and will provide a way of escape. I'm not asking for total escape, I am asking for relief as I travel this journey for whatever reason that He desires that I should.

Thank you so much for your time, consideration and prayers. If need be I can be contacted via email at ----. God bless and thank you. I look forward to submitting my praise report. Again, to God be the glory in advance, thank you.